That was quick.
I made the blog private for a whole day. lol
I have to find better time management skills. Because while I only blog during Bella’s nap, there is a lot of other stuff I need to get done. And it was a little depressing to realize at the end of the nap that I was just on here. But then yesterday, I had nothing to do. It took me a half hour to clean, dinner was made, no playdates – and it was rainy so no outside. With no TV, I just sat and thought about how much I missed my little blog.
Anyway, last night I was kinda bummed about shutting it down, and talked to Sam about it. I made the decision to make it private because I knew no one could get on it, and seeing that would make it less tempting to blog. Since no one would read it and all.
Sam talked to me this morning, told me he thought I should keep blogging since it’s my outlet and I really do love it. He said, “Um, if something is private then do the private post. And if you feel like you’re overwhelmed, don’t blog that day. Why would you shut it down and lose track of all the people that know you through it? You’re not on it but like an hour a day – and as far as I can see everything else is getting done. So keep it.” He is the best.
Some people run, some do yoga, some love to shop (I also love to shop), some like to sniff nail polish (I’m not judging) and I love, love, love to write.
I just got overwhelmed thinking about going back to work part time, and dealing with running the household, and blogging. But it’s my blog. So… I can post whenever I want – it doesn’t have to be every day, every other day, heck – every week. It can be as random as I want.
I know all of my family, most of my friends, and people from all over have kept up with us for months this way, and I want to keep writing. I also want to go to BlogHer ’11 with a blog. Not a Twitter account. 🙂
You know what? It was really cool how many of you emailed me asking what happened. Thanks for putting up with my BSC tendencies. If you didn’t know me better, you might think I too sniff nail polish.