• Not Consumed

    March 2, 2015

    Today I’m at home, it’s raining out and I’m writing in our school room, Charlie at my side. Bella is at her hourly care class so I had time to work and finish up some papers for school. I’m really trying not to let myself be consumed by this pregnancy. Looking back on Kaden’s (and…

  • I Am So Tired Of It.

    July 17, 2013

    I am so, so tired of being treated like an idiot around medical staff. I’m tired of having to constantly fight to be treated like an individual. Not just another pregnant chick. I am tired of having to comply with policy in order not to make anyone mad, and then feeling like a complete wuss…

  • 11 months. 19 weeks and 4 days.

    April 3, 2013

    11 months ago Preston and Julian were born at 3am. I was 19 weeks and 4 days pregnant. I am 19 weeks and 4 days pregnant today with our third son. It’s hard to put into words, out loud or here, what emotions wash over me. I’ve thought about this day a lot. Part of…

  • Tired of Being Afraid

    March 8, 2013

    I’ve hesitated writing this on here for so long because I’m so sick of hearing my own fear and worry that I could honestly scream. But when I push it down, tell myself no one wants to hear it, that I’ll only get back loads of advice and “Just give it all to Jesus!” or…

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