• Embracing What I Never Wanted

    September 10, 2012

    Sometimes I wonder if there are really people that exist or have existed and never faced any type of traumatic loss. It’s not an angry or jealous thought, it’s simply there. I thought I might be one of those people, but in the back of my mind I was always waiting for the tragedy in…

  • Whew.

    September 7, 2012

    ::collapses on blog:: Y’all. I have had a BUSY week. Fun, but busy. Let me tell you – the thought of getting a puppy so Bella had a playmate? BWAHAHAHAHAHA ::gasps for air:: Lord have mercy, that thought was ridiculous. More like we just got a second kid – not quite but close. Don’t get…

  • 36 Weeks – Memories of BO & GO

    August 19, 2012

    Today I sat on the floor playing with Bella, and it hit me that today was 36 weeks. The twins due date. It could have been sooner, or a bit later, but more than likely today would have been a big, big day for us. And so I drew my knees up to my chest…

  • How it Feels to be on Zoloft

    August 16, 2012

    I’ve never been on meds. Excepting Zofran for the constant need to barf while pregnant, I’ve never taken anything besides the occasional Tylenol. So one night when I broke down and told Sam I thought something was wrong, I couldn’t handle the constant fear that life was going to continue to spiral, that the boys…

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