• Was It Worth It?

    July 21, 2012

    The other day I was sent a picture of myself walking hand in hand with Bella. We were back east – almost a year ago. We were visiting Kim and she’d taken us to the park with her kids, and behind us snapped a photo. And as I stared at it, I wished with all…

  • Nice Girls Don’t Write About Their Dead Babies

    July 12, 2012

    I used to stumble upon baby loss blogs. Read, shed a tear, poke my nose into their lives and pain, and then click the tiny red X and thank the sweet baby Jesus that wasn’t my mess of a life to deal with. I felt safe. If I didn’t go back, read them intentionally, or…

  • All Grown Up

    July 9, 2012

    We bought a minivan 13 weeks into my twin pregnancy. I remember telling Sam in the dealership, tired and hungry at 9pm, that we should wait. Our ultrasound appointment was in 2 days and anything could have happened. He said we should go ahead, we needed a new car anyway and he was sure it…

  • A Tiny Miracle

    July 5, 2012

    I’ve thought long and hard about how to title this, because to me a title on here really sums up the entire post. But I can’t think of a better way to put what happened than calling it a miracle – and I hope you all will think so too. Friday Sam was off and…

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