• They Are Waiting

    December 30, 2014

    I’ve had people ask me excitedly, “How was Zimbabwe?” and honestly, I never know what to say. How do you sum up 12 days of an otherworldly, life changing, soul piercing experience into a few sentences? “It was good – life changing.” So much happened there that I don’t even know where to begin. Even…

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  • Lost and {Hoping to be} Found

    December 22, 2014

    It’s been nearly three weeks since I wrote on here. Mostly because I have been a bit too overwhelmed to write how I’m feeling. And even typing that makes me want to close the computer. I’m tired of feeling like this. I don’t know what else to say. I often wish that I could go…

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  • When You’re Praying for the Miracle You Didn’t Get

    December 3, 2014

    I don’t know if I believe in miracles anymore. I really don’t. I did even after Preston and Julian died. It was tremedously awful but scientifically, it made sense. I was a high risk pregnancy. Bella was born on the cusp of preterm. But Kaden. Kaden changed everything for me. I prayed. You prayed. So…

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  • Railing

    November 22, 2014

    This morning I decided to just unload on God. There’s a part of me – probably the evangelical youth group girl – who feels a bit guilty doing this. Like, maybe I should just be thanking Him and praising and KLOVE’ing it up instead of telling Him that it feels like every gift given turns…

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