• Death Becomes Her

    April 9, 2018

    Last week I sat on my therapist’s couch, trying to explain how I felt lately. “It’s almost as if,” I paused thinking of how to word it. How did I feel? I raised my hands up to my throat without even knowing it. “As if I’m suffocating. It feels like death is everywhere I look,…

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  • When He Goes

    September 2, 2017

    So. This is a hard post to write for many reasons, but if I’m going to keep writing on here, I really feel like I have to eventually tell it. Sam and I have already talked (several times) since it’s about him, and he encouraged me to write. It’s a bit long so grab a…

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  • Four 

    August 26, 2017

    I published my thoughts on four years without Kaden over at Still Standing today. It’s been a very long time since I’ve written there, but I really wanted to branch out a bit. And it seemed a wonderful way to remember him.  So I sat at a bakery down the street from us, thought about…

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  • Kaden’s Birth Story – In Pictures

    August 17, 2017

    Some of you might remember we had a birth photographer when I had Kaden. I’d gone back and forth on hiring one, but in the end we found the perfect photographer who was more than willing to work with our unknown birth schedule. Kristine lives in El Paso and owns Kristine Garcia Photography (Instagram & Facebook).…

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