• Irrational Fears

    September 28, 2017

    When Sam is gone, one of the more irrational fears that plagues me every time is something happening with the cars. I have no idea how this worry is so important in my mind, but it is. I’ve stressed more about it than most other than you’d think would be top of the “irrational” list.…

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  • Tell Me

    March 29, 2017

    I’ve always become quieter on here when life is hard in ways I can’t write about. So nearly two months have passed since I last typed in this space of mine; my thoughts trapped in my mind and let out a little on Instagram here and there. Life is hard, and I yearn for a…

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  • The Fear of Almost There

    September 16, 2015

    When I was around 24 weeks pregnant with Kaden, everyone gave a huge sigh of relief. I’d made it to the “safe(r)” zone and past where I’d lost Preston and Julian. His ultrasounds were good. My cerclage was in place and things weren’t changing down there. I remember my OB saying after an ultrasound, “Things look…

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  • 6 Months Without Zoloft

    July 17, 2015

    As most of you know by now, I’ve taken almost no medication this pregnancy. In fact, besides prenatals and extra vitamins/minerals recommended by the HHV-6 Foundation, the only thing I’ve taken is about six Tylenol at times I had a severe migraine so bad I was vomiting, and hip pain that made me unable to sleep/walk.…

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