• I’m Tired.

    May 5, 2015

    It’s 2:00. I’m alone in a cafe, having spent the past two hours in a intense therapy session. I took an additional two hours after with Bella at her hourly care so I can work. It’s my last week of my current term of school. Lots to do there. I haven’t written here in a…

  • Numb

    October 15, 2014

    Today is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day. Before October 2012, I’d never heard about it – or if I did I didn’t care much. It wasn’t a day I wanted to acknowledge because it had to do with being sad and dead babies and – just no. Here I am now. The first year…

  • Let Me Tell You ‘Bout My Jesus

    May 8, 2014

    The past few weeks have been – rough. I have so many emotions and feelings swirling around in my brain all the time. I told a girlfriend the other night that it feels like my thoughts are a game of pingpong. Back and forth. Be happy, be sad. Be thankful, feel resentful. Be angry, be…

  • Because They Lived

    April 28, 2014

    Two years ago yesterday I posted this in a private FB group: I don’t remember much about those first few days in the hospital. In fact, I’ve never gone back to read one post I wrote during that time. 2 years and I’ve linked to them, but never read. It’s still that painful. Looking back,…

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