• 5 Weeks In 

    October 19, 2017

    It’s 7:15am. I’m writing this in bed from my phone. Listening to the clink of Bella’s spoon against her bowl as she eats breakfast downstairs. She can make her own now. That’s both a wonderful thing and a bit of a wistful feeling for me.  Today is like any other lately. I’ll get up in…

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  • Irrational Fears

    September 28, 2017

    When Sam is gone, one of the more irrational fears that plagues me every time is something happening with the cars. I have no idea how this worry is so important in my mind, but it is. I’ve stressed more about it than most other than you’d think would be top of the “irrational” list.…

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  • TSP: Day 1

    September 19, 2017

    What is TSP? I feel like I should begin these posts: “Dear Diary” because they feel like something I’d write in a journal. Yesterday we dropped Sam off at his treatment facility. It was tough to say goodbye for all of us. I think even Char understood something as she wrapped her little arms around…

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  • TSP

    September 10, 2017

    The past few days we’ve soaked up every bit of togetherness before Sam leaves. Last night, he made banana bread and since I can’t bake to save my life I made coffee 😉 – then we sat outside with Bella for a while. Yes. That mug is my absolute, most inappropriate favorite ever. It’s all…

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