{About Me}

Sam and I have been married since I was 19. He was 20. He's an OIF, medically retired veteran of the Army and Marines. We have 5 children - Bella was born in 2009 after a rather bumpy pregnancy and her first year was mostly crazy reflux. Preston and Julian, my identical twins, were born at 20 weeks in 2012 and lived only a few hours. Kaden was born full term in 2013 seemingly perfect, and at 4 days old he was found to have cardiomyopathy due to ciHHV-6. He passed away at 3 weeks old. Charlotte was born in 2015, and was a complete surprise to us. Each of them have changed our lives completely.
Currently I'm in school to become a counselor who focuses on trauma and grief.
I love Jesus - even though sometimes I get really angry and upset at the way our life has gone. I hope through my faults, insecurities, snarkiness, selfish nature, and general mess - my love for Christ and His work in my life shines through in my story.
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2 Comments
iris
April 13, 2014 at 8:39 pm
Hi,I thoght I was 9 weeks pregnant and Doctors could not see a heartbeat on ultrasound I was told baby stop growing at 6 weeks I decided to get a second opinion because as weird as it might sound I felt movements, so I went to do an ultra sound guess what twins.one measured 6 weeks and 4 days heard a heart beat the other one was to small to measure and to hear heartbeat..but I thought I was 9 weeks..how can this be no I dont have the wrong dates since I found out 6 weeks ago I was pregnant.can I be 9 weeks and baby measure 6 weeks and is it normal not to hear a heartbeat on the other one.. im worried twice.. please help.
Anonymous
January 11, 2014 at 6:44 am
I have an ultrasound Just Like this one ! My baby A and Baby B, Evan and Harrison are in heaven with God. <3