{About Me}

Sam and I have been married since I was 19. He was 20. He's an OIF, medically retired veteran of the Army and Marines. We have 5 children - Bella was born in 2009 after a rather bumpy pregnancy and her first year was mostly crazy reflux. Preston and Julian, my identical twins, were born at 20 weeks in 2012 and lived only a few hours. Kaden was born full term in 2013 seemingly perfect, and at 4 days old he was found to have cardiomyopathy due to ciHHV-6. He passed away at 3 weeks old. Charlotte was born in 2015, and was a complete surprise to us. Each of them have changed our lives completely.
Currently I'm in school to become a counselor who focuses on trauma and grief.
I love Jesus - even though sometimes I get really angry and upset at the way our life has gone. I hope through my faults, insecurities, snarkiness, selfish nature, and general mess - my love for Christ and His work in my life shines through in my story.
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9 Comments
Michelle
May 1, 2016 at 9:06 am
This isn’t real!
Tarryn Kate Hosking Woodroffe
November 28, 2015 at 12:38 pm
i have had alot of butterflies around me the last two weeks and have a strong feeling i am having twins, can you please tell me what you see in store for me.
Dawn Lopez
June 29, 2015 at 10:07 am
i got a positive pregnancy at 3 weeks and 4 days and i wanted to see if you would know the gender and if its multiples
kim
April 7, 2014 at 9:35 pm
Ok dont know if i will get an answer but thought i would try. Very tired, very thirsty, very, very sore boobs, 5 weeks and three days feel a bulge in belly already, feeling sick but not throwing up, stay hungry. Any thoughts???
Takeisha
April 3, 2014 at 10:49 pm
Hi!..I’m 6 weeks pregnant and I really feel like I have twins in there. ..lol…can u give me any insight on my pregnancy?
reanna crawford
March 18, 2014 at 12:06 am
Ive been having a feeling im having twins im bigger then usual I eat alot im more tired iI’m cramping. More an have alot of weird pain I sleep all the time when I can an I never felt like this before with any of my kids I use the bathroom every five mins an feel early movement before I really knew I was pregnant an when I took my pregnancy test I was only like 3 weeks not too mention every one in my family things
Latoya
March 15, 2014 at 12:07 pm
Am I having twins?
Christi hebisen
January 16, 2014 at 12:37 pm
Wanted to see what insight u have for me 🙂
Sarah Marie Belcher
August 4, 2013 at 11:41 pm
I know you probably have a lot of people messaging you but if you have any insight for my pregnancy it would be greatly appreciated