• How it Feels to be on Zoloft

    August 16, 2012

    I’ve never been on meds. Excepting Zofran for the constant need to barf while pregnant, I’ve never taken anything besides the occasional Tylenol. So one night when I broke down and told Sam I thought something was wrong, I couldn’t handle the constant fear that life was going to continue to spiral, that the boys…

  • I’m That Girl and I Hate It

    August 13, 2012

    Can I be brutally honest? Can I take a moment and just vent on here? Just let it all out? I HATE being this girl. I hate that seeing pictures of new babies makes my head snap in the other direction to avoid the pain. I hate that I hear a newborn cry and think…

  • Missing the Life I Never Had

    August 9, 2012

    It’s an odd feeling to miss something you never had. To wonder about how life would have been and long for it so much. There are times the enorminty of what I lost hits me and it feels like the first time all over again. One of the hardest parts for me has been the…

  • Is Bella Your Only Child?

    July 30, 2012

    I wondered when I would be asked this question. And I’ve always wondered how I would answer. It’s easy to say it on here. “I have 3 children. One here, two in heaven.” But to a stranger? A person you don’t know? Out loud? How do you say that without making everyone in the room…

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