• We must be insane.

    December 22, 2011

    The last few days have been rough with Bella. She’s just been in this mood; whiny, early up, hard time going to sleep, one hour naps, falling apart at the tiniest things, refusing to eat. Mentally, I’m fried. I feel like I’m stretched to the very max. I keep tuning her out completely and half…

  • To BC or not to BC. And to find a midwife.

    December 8, 2011

    This morning I get the missing Mirena out. Hopefully. :/ ::must stay positive:: And then with it out – the question remains of what’s next. Do we use FAM for prevention? Or to expand our family?

  • I wish I could say it’s all better.

    November 18, 2011

    Saw the therapist yesterday. I have anxiety. Big time. I also have PTSD. Which I didn’t believe because I’ve never been in a war, saw someone die, get shot, etc. But the therapist said that because the past 6 years in our home have been so traumatic in many ways, and we’ve just moved on…

  • Whining.

    November 8, 2011

    I’m so flippin’ exhausted. Sam is gone all week. This is the second week of it and we have one more to go. He comes home on the weekends and then, because he’s been working 24 hours a day for 5 days, he wants to relax and I want to as well and Bella does…

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