I haven’t blogged in a week because so much has happened. Thinking about writing it all, heck, even just where to start is exhausting. But to sum it up – we are moving a lot sooner than expected. Like in 3-4 weeks. To El Paso still. I’ve found some cute townhomes that we really like…
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Emptying my Thoughts
ContinueI’m laying here in bed. I was trying to get to sleep early but there is too much running through my head. So I’m trying to write it out here. I’m tired. Physically, I am worn out. Bella wakes up between 6 and 6:30 every morning. God knows why. It’s all I can do to…
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The Craphole of the Earth
ContinueI’ve never told anyone that reads this blog where I live (unless you are on my FB page or we’ve chatted for a while and it came up) but you’re about to find out where we’ll be living. Sam found out where we’ll be stationed in July. I was ready – he had picked Ft.…
{About Me}
Sam and I have been married since I was 19. He was 20. He's an OIF, medically retired veteran of the Army and Marines. We have 5 children - Bella was born in 2009 after a rather bumpy pregnancy and her first year was mostly crazy reflux. Preston and Julian, my identical twins, were born at 20 weeks in 2012 and lived only a few hours. Kaden was born full term in 2013 seemingly perfect, and at 4 days old he was found to have cardiomyopathy due to ciHHV-6. He passed away at 3 weeks old. Charlotte was born in 2015, and was a complete surprise to us. Each of them have changed our lives completely.
Currently I'm in school to become a counselor who focuses on trauma and grief.
I love Jesus - even though sometimes I get really angry and upset at the way our life has gone. I hope through my faults, insecurities, snarkiness, selfish nature, and general mess - my love for Christ and His work in my life shines through in my story.
{Writing on}
